When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fucking special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special
……
“But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here”
这大概就是男主角想要说的话,一个精神病人的内心写照——我他妈为毛在这里?