Life is not about being perfect, but about experiencing.
why she ruined her life,
why she fell in love with a completely loser,
why she dumped her perfect-matched boyfriend,
why she lost control, why she went insane.
I can totally understand her, because I was her.
I chose to ruin my life when everything seemed like so perfect, I got a perfect score on my GRE, I got a perfect boyfriend and my familly love him, I got big plans on my career, I was doing quite well in college. That's when I stared to ruin everything.
Life is supposed to suck. I can't help myself experiencing a different life.
which is worse, living in perfect all the time or experiencing what is so called shit. I prefer to the latter.
and I didn't regret at all. those experience made me more mature, I could see the whole world, I know bad things, really bad things happening to people all the time, I could see things which are not perfect at all, that's why I said I could see the whole world. Plus, I love the feeling to be free.
You have a beautiful life, and I, I'm a shit.
So what, we could still be together because life sucks.
I'm not scared of ruining any more. Because this is supposed to be life.and I really love every piece of it. no matter bitter or sweet, pure or dirty, wealthy or poor.
One day, when I have gathered them all, I could finally read life.
