心灵捕手

-About talent

其实大多数真正拥有某方面天赋的人不会太在意，因为是与生俱来的自然能力，而不是通过牺牲时间精力付出努力获得的。

所以也就不存在获得了天赋就一定会成功的说法，不过是自我能力局限，对于客观条件的理想化假设罢了。

毫无天赋和完全天赋是最理想的状态，一个让人彻底断了念想，另一个相当于中彩票（Will）。最痛苦的是什么都差不多的半六边形选手（我），学什么都很快，但是也只是会的水平，需要很努力才能达到不错的水平，我这种德性肯定是不愿意努力的。后来获得了一个最体面的评价，说我综合能力强，我倒也挺满意的。

-Abou Skylar

智性恋典型代表，我很能体会这种感受，崇拜感是最容易心动的理由。

但现实中对才智的崇拜不足以支撑到爱的程度，尤其面对一个buff叠满的男主人设：暴力倾向、情绪失控、没有共情能力、原生家庭带来的心理阴影、习惯性隐藏内心感受……

所以最深层的救赎是Skylar的爱，甘愿深陷的等待。（但是我无法理解）

-About Sean

为纯爱战士起立鼓掌。

痛失挚爱，但他是真正获得了爱，理解爱的那个人。

1.纸上得来终觉浅，绝知此事要躬行（陆游，我的影评嘴替）

2.只有当你爱一种东西胜于爱自己时，才可能体会什么是真正的失去。（是我觉得最难的，是我最怕的，也是我毕生最期待的）

3. It's not your fault（都给我哭）

Sean有没有实现自我救赎呢？某种程度上有吧，但我并不认为一个纯爱战士+心理学家能轻易被他人救赎（hhhh）况且除了封闭内心之外，Sean没有需要被救赎的地方，或许失去才能体会到深爱的感觉，回忆才都是美好的。（我猜的）

最重要的救赎。

-About Prof. Lambeau

固执且英勇的战士，如果我在MIT一定会去蹭课的程度（可惜不是）

第一层救赎，最直接的救赎。

可以选择自己想要的生活，即使生活在地狱，但不能违背自己的内心。

此刻正在听《站台 the plantform》

- I'm afraid? What am I afraid of? What the fuck am I afraid of?

- You're afraid of me, you're afraid that I won't love you back. You know what? I'm afraid too. But fuck it. I want to give it a shot. At least I'm honest with you.

-I'm not honest with u?

- No, what about your 12 brothers?

-All right.

-No. you're not going, you're not leaving.

-What do you want to know? That I don't have 12 brothers? That I'm a fucking orphan? You don't want to hear that.

-I didn't know that.

-You don't want to hear I got fucking cigarettes put out on me when I was little.

-I didn't know that.

-That this isn't fucking surgery, the motherfucker stabbed me. You don't want to hear that shit, Skylar!

-I do want to hear that.

-Don't tell me you want that shit!

-I want to help you.

-Help me? What the fuck? What do I got. a fucking sign on my back that says"Save me"? Do I look like I need that?

-No, I just want to be with you……I love you……I love you

-Don't bullshit me! Don't you fucking bullshit me!

-I love you……I want to hear you say that you don't love me. Because if you say that……then I won't call you……and I won't be in your life.

-I don't love you.